Sunday, February 1, 2009
Maybe I should have joined some neighbourhood school haha, then no stress. Or not so much. Yes I never like to face my problems. I don't care if its cowardly. I don't care if people hate me because I run away from my problems. (well actually I care but what the heck) I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!! Yes I want to run away. So what? And maybe that's why I play piano... to get away from all this... (oops my secret is out XD) Yes I like challenges, but only in areas where I like that field. For example maybe math or music. Not in terms of friends. Not that i don't like friends of course haha.
Argh I really wish I can run away. But if you can't run (like me) then I suppose the only way is to face the enemy and battle to the end. The only survivor is the winner. Or maybe I should just die haha. This is so random!!! -.- Anyway I will go where God takes me haha. Whether I like it or not. I am a sheep that is tied to His hand!!! haha so weird. Anyway here's a shoutout to God: THAAAAANK YOOOOOU FOOOOOOR LIIIIISTEEEEEEEENIIIIIIIING TOOOO MYYYYY PRAAAAAAAAAYEEEEEEERSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Looks unreadable haha. The asses (or "s"s. whatever lah haha) at the back make me think of Gollum in LOTR.
YEES I HAVE REGAINED MY ENTHUSIASM!!!! I will CHIONG towards the finishing line!!!!!! I will live out my life the best I can! Even if my life is miserable, I will face it will an attitude such that I will always be happy. I will be happy all the time!!!! I will put my joy in the Lord!!!!!!!! Haha this is so weird. I don't even pray before my meals -.- Okayy enough about Christianity haha.
I am going to eat dinner ^^ will come back and update!!!
