Saturday, August 14, 2010
为什么当你终于拥有了世界最美丽的玫瑰的时候,当你把它紧紧抱在心胸时,你得到的只是无底的刺痛,永无止境但实现不了的梦想?为什么当你终于看到了亮光,你发现出口是那么的高,永远是达不到的?
Even now I have absolutely no idea what I'm struggling about. If I'm not interested in medicine at all, or am unwilling to try for medicine, why don't I just forget about medicine and become a musician? Even as I lament about how others can be free to do whatever they want and become musicians and I can't, I suddenly realise that I can. But why am I not doing it? Why am I still struggling inside? I love music more than my life, so why am I torturing myself with the thought that in future I may end up pursuing medicine instead of music? Why don't I just ignore everything and go for music?